Now a year has gone by without seeing your beautiful smile, and it has been the hardest year iv had, but the truth is Ricky you never did leave us well only in person. Thank you for watching over me and sometimes i do feel you there, i see you in my dreams and think of you when im awake. You was my fighter right untill the end, everyone will always remember you for being so strong. Your always be my "Number One". Sleep tight my amazing cousion. i loved you then and love you now and i always will. I miss you :'( <3