Dear my darlin Ricky.. I'm having one of my moments where i just sit and cry wishing to see you just one more time. I can't get my head around the fact you was taken from us nearly two years ago. I'd give ANYTHING to be with you, getting chased around the green or to the car, arguing over who's getting the new "N-Dubz CD", stealing your "MOOSHAKES" and just being around you. Your my star up in the sky, your my mountain peak up high, yea you made it, your the worlds greatest. My room has photo's of you all over it, so there's no way im forgetting your pretty little face. I still wear our matching friendship braclet, your one was layed to rest with you. Miss you my darlin, keep looking down on me because i no your always around, i can feel you. Goodnight, Emily xxxxxxxxxx

Ricky - every night ill find that bright star and think thats my ricky up there and i no you are watching down on me. I always feel like your around but get a bit scared(you do it on purpous). Im so proud of you and all the amazing things you done in your lifetime and not a day goes by where i dont think of you. Your my fighter. I love you. Sleep tight xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Will always remember your cheeky smile and your little play fights with uncle Paul xx r.i.p